desperate times call for desperate lovers

rush, rush, rush!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
today kinda was ok. i had it off from work today was our show at the palladium so i woke up this morning and we had our meeting and then we played the show at 10:20 but we got like so rushed and there were sumthing wrong with our lights and it just did not go as good as we wanted it too. so i was kinda pissed but o well we tried out best, i halped jared and ian sing a lil bit so it was kinda fun i guess. last nite was so good though saw silverstein and hawthorne heights and bayside and aiden that was a good show i was all the way u pfrotn for silverstein so that was awosme i loved it i sang along and it was fun. i just really whis our show went better tonite but it was ok for the most part. well off to be cause work tomorrow, lata!

Current Mood: disappointed

finally done at last!!!!!!!!!!!
well today i worked, work was pretty dead today, we had like no customers till about like 4ish. but i finally got my whole medical insurance thing taken care of im so relieved to have it done now, cause i have been trying to get it since like before october and its finally done at last. after work i just came home and showered and ate sum food. and watched a lil tv. then came onto the computer and talked to people, and thats pretty much my day haha. well tommorrow is thursday got work, but its pay day so its awosme :). i have such an awosme weekend to look forward to though. this is my weekend ok tomorrow i got work but its pay day. friday i got work and then after that is the aiden/bayside/silverstein/ and hawthorne heights show, i cant wait for that. then saturday we got a show at the palladium and i get to meet this wicked nice gurl cathy:) so def looking forward to playing that show and meeting her, should be a great time. well im out, one love!

Current Mood: calm
Current Music: this providence-my dream is you

i dont know wat to put for a subject!
today was a good day. i had today off from work, so i slept till about 11 woke up and showered. then i went with my mom to ae cause she had to like exchange pants or sumthing so i bought a shirt. then i came home and played my guitar and then ate sum food and just chilled i guess. im just relaxing now, well work tomorrow, then thursday but thursday is good cause pay day, then friday will be awsome, i have work, but thats not all fridays the aiden, bayside, silverstein and hawthorne heights show so im pretty excited about seeing all them guys i cant wait. its gonna be an awosme show. and then saturday is exposure and thats gonna be awosme hopefully theres a good turn out of people for us. well it hsould be awosme anyways cause i get to meet this wicked nice gurl cathy, shes coming to see us so its gonne be awosme i cant wait :). well i got to to go to bed so im out lata!

Current Mood: bored
Current Music: weezer-the sweater song

meeting new people is awosme :)
today was an ok day. well today i worked till 4:30, work was pretty dead so it was cool, i like it when its not so busy. so then after work i came home, showered and then went online and talked to my new friend cathy, shes a wicked nice gurl, and cute too:) shes coming to exposure to see who else but the attack strategy, haha. shes a cool gurl i like talking to her! well our convo i ate summ food, and then listened to a lil music. i was really bored after so i came online, and got an im from my friend dan, dans the man haha. well anyways i went with him to run an errand, and got to see my friend han, i havent seen that kid in like ages haha so it was cool. after that we just went back to his house and i got to check out his music progarm shit, and see all the stuff he was working on, pretty good. well i just got home a lil while ago, pretty bored but i got tomorrow off so it should be good. well im out homies, one love!

Current Mood: awake
Current Music: these arms are snakes- the blue rose

the giving of thanks day!!!!!!!!!
today was pretty good, had it off from work. sum customer asked me yesterday if we were opened today and i was like no, and i think he couldnt understand why it was closed haha silly gooses! well anyways, i woke up ate sum doughnuts and then took a shower and got ready and went to my aunts it was a good meal, i ate too much though, too much food, and too much pie haha, o well! anyways i came home made sum pizza and then went upstairs and chilled. o yea my band with seanny boy and ang and ian is getting bak together, we just need a drummer. my neighbors lil dog misty died last nite she was a sweet lil dog. but anyways sumtimes i wish i had a gf to just hang out with, maybe soon idk haha. but anyways work tomorrow then sat and sun off so it will be good too have the weekend off, well cya!

Current Mood: relaxed
Current Music: fear before-237

my ears!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
today was pretty good i had today off from work. it was nice. but i have to work now sunday,monday,tuesday,and wedensday but its really gonna suk cause its gona be so damn busy cause of thanksgiving on thursday. but anyways back too today i woke up and took a shower and then went to the bank to deposit sum money. then off to staples so i could get sum ink for our printer. after that i came home and got a chicken parm sub from subway, man it was really good haha. so then me and ang waited around for chris and andy and glenn to show up so we could all jam, but ang ended up leving to go see send the medic with dave, which suked cause we wanted to try and play sum underoath and chiodos and see if ang could play the synth too it, but he left o well haha. so anyways we jammed played sum old akf and did sum covers and just had fun. my parents brought home kfc so we sat down and had sum of that it was good. they just left a lil while ago. i bought this awsome camera a few days ago well its a camcorder that uses dvds to record with its pretty sick. i also ordered a whole bunch of merch off of merchnow.com so its pretty cool. i got sum treos, thursday, and fear before stuff, ya know its all good. but anyways my ears r ringing cause everyhting was so loud and it suxs haha but it always happens. well anyways i got sum stuff to do so, lata!

Current Mood: cold
Current Music: daughters- pants meet shit

Forever is a word (R.I.P.)
today i had off. i went to the bank this morning and then to walmart and bought myself a new camera, its so awsome. it uses dvds instead od tapes to record, so i cant wait to get sum of our shows recorded, were gonna plan to make sum dvds and then sell them so we can make sum money for our tour, hpefully this summer.but anyways came home from that and had practice, and then just kinda chilled the rest of the nite, at sum food and then went downstairs and did sum stencils with spray paint on our bins we use to carry all our wires and shit. it looks pretty funny haha. but anyways my other band forever is a word is all done with now, the other guitar player has moved onto a more focused band, so i wish him the best of luck. there were no hard feelings at all, me and seanny boy r solid haha. but anyways it was nice while it lasted, we had fun also another reason why it is ending is cause our drummer couldnt really make that many practices. but my friend andy and chris r gonna come over on saturday and were gonna jam so it should be fun. o yea r show on friday got cancelled, due to no ride and not having enough equipment to play with there, o well there will be other shows. but anyways im out, lata

Current Mood: peaceful
Current Music: daughters-......and then the chuds came

easy kinda day:)
today was pretty easy, work was actually nice for a change, it was like so dead in there today, store must not be making that much money haha. but anyways i worked from 10-4:30 and then just came home and ate sum food and messaged a bunch of bands to try and see if i could find any shows for my band. luckily i did find one for this friday a battle of the bands in Rochester, MA at sum high skool. winner gets $100 and were gonna play like second and i guess theres gonna be a lot of people there so hopefully everything works out for us, as far as ride wise haha. if our original ride falls through im gonan try my hardest to get us there sum how i dont care haha. but anyways i did play my guitar for a lil while and the keyboard it was pretty cool, i liked it. o yea we also got another show with ou good friends in after the ashes, they r awosme. its gonan be at this place in fitchburg called the compound, so it should be awosme, dont ever think i have been to fitchburg before so it should be fun. but anyways day off tomorrow, and im gonan call and schedule a road test for myself, so will see wat happens, but im going to bed now haha, goodnite!

Current Mood: calm
Current Music: emery

boring kinda day!!!!!
yea today was kinda boring, just got up this morning and went to work. work was dead today there was like no one in that market at all haha, o well i could care less! but anyways i got out of work and came home and took a shower. then i ate sum food and just chilled. but anyways i have been messaging bands like crazy to try and get us sum shows, we need shows, shows , shows, so hopefully i get sum responses back, i have gotten 2 back so far, and they have been bad responses cause there not having any shows haha. but anyways will see wat happens, well im out, lata!

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: saosin

Home Alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well today was pretty ok i woke up and went to work. work was pretty ok i got there and did all my shit, but people can be so fucking annoying. this big black guy came up to me and asked me if i could wipe the table down he was sitting at, actually he was like "yo can u wipe this table down" so i went over and did that, and came bak over to my dept and started working but my asst manager asked me to finish wiping down the tables so i went over and did that, the same guy that was over there was like to me excuse me do u have any forks and i pointed to where they were, but there was none over there so i got sum out of the closet and gave him one. so i continued to wipe down the tables and again he was like excuse me "do u think u could stop wiping down the tables while im eating, and he wa slike its getting in my food i keep tasting it, i was like o sorry, even though he had his back turned and the table was kinda facing his bak kinda far away, so i apoogized and stopped but they guy was a dinky and i couldnt stand him. so finally 4:30 came and i could go home, i came home and hung out with ian, ang, dave, erica, bryanna, and niki, they all came over and chilled and watched a movie and shit. i didnt watch it though cause im not too much into the horror movies. so i made myself sum food. niki and erica and ian had sum of my rolls and pie it was good stuff, im such a good cook haha i take all the credit, but anyways it was fun having all our freinds over we really liked it a lot. well work tomorrow it suxs but o well need money, cause hopefully me and my band will be touring this summer the whole east coast if possible, so i got to keep putting away for that.i cant wait till wed though thats my day off haha and i need one this weekend was very stressful and it suked haha, well not completeley just work haha, well im out lata!

Current Mood: peaceful
Current Music: aiden

Jarrods Place
today i worked till 2 thank god it was great, cause friday was too stressful and today at work i got all my shit done so it was awosme. then i got out and got ready to leve for our show in attleboro, at jarrods place, with yesterdays past and shit. so we left and i got to be the navigator, haha no getting lost this time, thanks to me, i kept my cool and navigated well haha. so we got there and it was a prettyn ice palce but there eneded up being like 7 people there haha every bands worst nite mare whn there lesss then 10 people at a show. but hey we just went on and rocked like usual, it was fun. on the way there i learned the definition of concubine which means like whore or sumthing haha so thats cool. but yea we got a nice compliment on our lights one of the other bands said they were inspired by us to have a person like me in the band contol the ligths and shit, so that was cool. so we left and drove home and stopped at kfc and got some food in shrewsbury, and then came bak to my house and unloaded the trilaor and then chilled for a lil while so its beena pretty long day haha. but anyways im out peace!

Current Mood: productive
Current Music: this providence

show was offf da hook!
well right now im just chillin but my friday was so awosme! i had friday off which was great! and then i hung around the house all day until it was time to leve to go to tiverton, RI. for our show with our awosme friends lover left you bleeding. we got lost in providence on the way down and i had to call derek and have him meet us at this stop and shop, so he came and met us and then we got sum wendys and then followed derek of llyb to the place of the show. we got there unloaded the trailor and brought our stuff in. as me and ang were bringing in the light boxes everyone was so amazed and was like wat the hell r those. so that was pretty funny haha. we went on second after follow the flies and just went nuts it was awosme, our lights just made the show even more better the it was, there was a good amount of people there so it was fun. after we were done we took our shit down and then sat around and waited for llyb to play, those guys were so awosme by the way, we love them haha. i bought one of there cds its realy good. so on the way home i fell asleep for a lil while but i ended up getting woken up by ian, kid fucking doosed me with a warm candle, i was like wtfs a warm candle haha, idont care it was funny and love the kid so it was all good in our hood, the suburban was packed so tight though it was judy and mike up front, and then the next row of seat was ang, dave, bryanna and nikki, and then me ian and erica, and then jared was laying in the lil trunk part haha. it was an adventure, i took sum pics of llyb so it was cool. but we got home at like 100 am and unloaded the trailor and that was it. well im off to bed lata!

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: converge

day off!
i had today off from work it was awosme. i slept till like 11 and then i got up and showered and did a few errands, like went to the bank to deposit money, and then sum other stuff too haha. but anways i had practice today with my side project band called forever is a word, we did really good today, we were focused, we have 2 songs done now, we need a singer though, cause we need lyrics to them. like i can sing and write lyrics but im so much better at either just playing guitar and singing, or just singing. so will see wat happens, but so far so good our sound is coming out very nice, its just creative and original. well 2 more days left till our show ( the attack strategy) in RI with our very good friends lover left you bleeding, we r so excited to play and just have a good time and rock out and shit its gonan be awosme.Also bryanna and nikki aka wilma, r gonna come and photograph us and we can all chill and shit its gonna be a good time i cant wait. i cant wait just to play a show again, see lover left u bleeding, go crazy well im working the lights and hang out with llyb,dave,ian,jared,ang,nikki,bryanna and judy its gonan be awsome! well im gonna go eat food or sumthing, cya!

Current Mood: hungry
Current Music: underoath

Boston!!!!!!!!
well today was pretty ok, i worked till 2 thank god, cause price chopper was too busy for me today haha. then i just came home and showered and stuff and hung until my friend christopher came over. we went to go get ang after that at the mall, and hung out over there for a lil while. then we waited for our friend andy to come so we could go out to boston to see underoath, but we left worcester to late, and when we got to bostonwe had a lil trouble trying to find the place, so we must have asked like 20 people or more directions on how to get there. so we finally find the place and then all of the sudden we walked in and thrice was playing like there last 5 songs. so we missed the bled and underoath,i was really looking forward to seeing underoath, but o well i had fun hanging out with my buddies getting lost in boston and my friend chris hanging his head out the window, saying to random people " HEY!!!! do u know how to get to the avalon". haha hes a silly goose but it was fun. the next show coming up is the lover left you bleeding cd relase show, whuich my band the attack strategy is playing. we r very excited for it so it should be awosme and make up for tonite haha, its all good though i still love ya andy, if ya read this haha, will see underoath sum other time, no big deal buddy! well im off to be lata!

Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: the locust

mite start looking soon?
i think sumtime in the near future i mite start to keep my eyes open for a better job! cause i think price chopper suxs, i mean its not all that bad, its a job and i have decent hours and im moving up in pay, but certain things about the company just piss me off, and also the rude customers! sumtimes i just want to tell them to go fuck there selves but im a better person then them and then that! so who knows maybe i will start looking soon or maybe just keep working at price chopper who knows! but anyways today it was dead there, it has been dead for like the past few days/weeks idk wats going on haha. but anyways i worked and came home and showered and ate food and then jammed a lil with my buddy sean. you know wat suxs though, this saturday i really wanted to go see fear before and the fall of troy but i dont have a damn ride, so who wants to take me haha ill buy ya a ticket! well anyways im shure ill catch them again sumtime, hopefully. but hey i got too look on the bright side, sunday i get to go see underoath in boston so thats gonna be sweet, i really want to see them live.well im gonna go relax or sumthing, so catch ya all on the flipside, one love guys!

Current Mood: bored
Current Music: thursday

its all good in my hood
im really tired right now,yesterday i worked till 4 and then after that me and my friends went down to providence to go see some girls and the daughters. it was a really awosme show except for the fact that we got down there at 6 and the show did not start until 10. so we had to stick around for awhile doing nuthing haha it was boring, but it was well worth it cause the daughters were fucking awosme. lex was fucking trashed out of his mind again and his pants ended up falling off again haha like the last time we saw them, fuking nuthing underneath, it was wild haha. they do put on an awosme show id have to say minus his dong fucking hanging out haha! so anyways the show got over at 115 and we ended up getting lost in providence trying to find 146, but thank god we found it and by the time i got home and went to be it was fucking 3, then i got up this morning at 8 to shower and then went to work. work was ok it was pretty busy so it suked but o well, then i came home and just chilled jammed on my guitar for a lil and now im gonna be going to bed a lil early tonite so i can catch a lil bit more zzzzzs haha! keep it real homies, one love!

Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: tower of rome

people suk haha!
work sucked today so bad! people suk haha i had sum white piece of trash shit tell me how to do my job and then a lady getting mad at me cause like 4 of the pepperonis on her pizza were black around the edges, haha stupid bitch, stupid people! customers suk, thats all i have to say there r only a few nice people, i thank god for those ones haha! so after work i had band practice with my new band, o yea did i mention we have a name now, its forever is a word, i like it! but yea we have like almost 2 songs now, so im wicked excited to play shows with them. so yea we worked on our newest song, its almost done but im liking it so far.well anyways going to providence tomorrow nite with my friends chris,ian,jared, and my brother ang to check out daughters and some gurls, its gonna be awosme i cant wait daughters were so awosme the last time i saw them, at skate fest, so im really looking forward to checking them out again. o yea did i mention too how people that act straight edge so they can be more hardcore and tough is seriosuly gay, u know there all gonna break edge sum day, they will have a drink sumtime in there life. why cant people just be there selves and have fun u dont have to be all scene to listen to the music, or dress or act a certain lifestyle cause of the music, just have fun in life, cause life is a privelage so dont waist it and have fun while u can, thats my opinon on the whole straight edge world right there and life itself, well im out so peace to u all homies!

Current Mood: stressed
Current Music: fear before the march of flames

today kinda suked
work suked today, we got new uniforms, and there so fucking gay, i feel like a damn clown cause of wat i have to wear! besides all that it was very busy at work today and we had model store and it was gay! and then i just came home after and showered and stuff, now im just kinda chillin i guess, but kinda of had a boring day and everyhting it was ok,well im out lata!

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: As cities Burn

awsome day!!
today i woke up at 11 cause i had today off from work, ilove my days off cause i can sleep in haha! i love to sleep! so i woke up and then went and did sum errands, i bought my tickets today for the bled, thrice and underoath, its gonna be a sick show! i want to see underoath live , i have already seen thrice live before, they were good but they were really loud compared to sum of the other bands that played haha. but wicked excited about that! then i stopped at mickey ds for lunch, love mickey ds if i oculd id eat it all the time haha! then i came home and had my first practice with my band the attack strategy it was so awosme. very good news we have a show, a big one the 4th of nov. in fall river ma with our friends lover left u bleeding, its there cd release show and its gonan be awosme so im def looking forward to going and rocking the place i guess there gonna be like 100 people there so it will be sick!but im just so excited to play a show i havent played one in so long its gonna be awsome cause i have missed it so i cant wait! got sum bad news today though my friends fighting words have broken up, they were one of the few great bands around the worcester area, and they were from leicester, represent haha! but anyways its sad to see them go but i wish them the best of luck and everything cause ther emy friends and there a cool/nice bunch of dudes.well anyways right now im talking to my friend bryanna shes a cutie pa tutie haha, but tomorrow should be fun haha, im tired, lata!

Current Mood: excited
Current Music: Daughters

bored out of my mind/ very first entry!
well today was quite a day,i had work today at the choppa, but wat else is new haha. That place pisses me off sumtimes, cause people can be so gay and like rude and shit when u help them out, and i just hate it haha.but anyways i came home and jammed on my guitar for a hour or so,im trying to write a new song, so far so good!well right now im just chillin, talking to my friend brandon and thats pretty much it, lata!

Current Mood: bored
Current Music: five mintue ride

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